There are so many ways to reach a certain point. There are definite transformations that lead to some where, but the basic feeling is to keep keepin' on!!! At times I find I have soooo much stress, but out of that debacle comes the action of creation.  I am like a kettle whistle, working up steam, the only idea is to keep my heart and  mind in tune with the skills... suffering is no fun, let me tell you what... I have hope in salvation and artistic creation even though I have been exposed to so much of the modern... Sort of a contemporary slant on nilhlism.... a paragraph of words can not capture my clarity or my fog.